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Spring Edition: 2014-2015 school year

 Advice & Beliefs 

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016

Happiness is a book

 

by Maegan Gill | 2015

 

Happiness is a book
That hundreds have read
But some have never finished
With curling pages,
Tattered covers,
Deteriorating bindings
And the longest, most delicious 
Words one could dream of
You see, it seems to take a lifetime
To finish this grand book
The beginning is rather simple
Even a child could understand 
As pages turn, text becomes grandiose
And harder to decipher.
The writing is old, and almost illiterate
But those that make it through 
This book and all its twists and turns
Do not regret the time spent 
Studying the many pages.
So please, don't stop now!
Never leave home without it
Carry it with you, like a secret:
Your little world within the pages.
You'll never know
When you need to study it the most.

1,064° C

 

by Danny Bigley | 2018

 

Why is love

So fragile?

Why not greed,

Or spite, or pride,

Or vanity, or arrogance?

Surely, if it were these,

Evil would shatter 

as easily as

A broken heart.

 

Why is fondness

So torturing?

Why not unkindness,

Or anger, or hate,

Or cruelty, or aggression?

Surely, if it were these,

Man would seldom

Attack one another.

 

Why is a heart

So loving?

Why not killers, 

Or tyrants, or liars,

Or hypocrites, or rapists?

Surely, if they were,

The world would

Be a harmonious place.

 

Why is good

Tainted so easily?

Surely, if it wasn't,

A heart of gold

Wouldn't melt

Carpe Diem

 

by Lexie DiSanti | 2015

 

Making life decisions
Decisions made each day
Hour after hour
I don't know what to say


Minutes slowly ticking
Seconds pass the time
Do I want to take a chance?
It's not worth a dime


My friends tell me yes
My heart tells me no
He keeps saying my name
I don't know where to go


Life is so precious
I want to live it right
Wrong choices will be made
I will get into fights


In the end, it's up to me
If it's the right thing to say
It may seem very wrong
But carpe diem, seize the day!

Photograph by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016

Success

 

by Dominic Palmosina | 2016

 

To be successful you have to go the extra mile. You must do things on your own time that other people don't. All the professional athletes you see nowadays worked extremely hard to get to where they are now. There are only a little amount of people in this world who have worked as hard as they can to get to where they're at. Whether it's in sports, academics, a job or anything, to be great at it you got to work hard at it. 

Notes for Guys

 

by Sean Airesman | 2015

 

Act tough.

Get big.

Get on top of your game.

Go to the gym, stay active. Gotta look good.

Hang with your bros as much as possible.

Assess the situation. Can he eat more than you? You know he can't.

Search for woman, move in when appropriate.

Don't spend more time with her.

Don't get attached.

Don't mess anything up. Watch what you say to her.

Smile often, she likes when you smile. 

Smell good; bring her flowers.

Go on dates often.

A happy girlfriend leads to a happy you.

Don't make her angry.

Don't let her leave. Let her know how much she means to you.

Don't make the same mistake. Second chances could be the last.

Try to make reservations as much as possible.

Buy her things. She likes things.

Keep her happy. Keep her with you.

Don't get angry with her.

Don't let her leave you.

Tell her, plead with her, keep her with you.

Don't remain alone.

Call her. Get her back.

Don't cry. Don't show emotion.

Get back out there, get back with the bros.

You can't be alone. You need to stay happy. 

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015

Stand Up

 

by Janet Aland | 2016

 

No matter the times you've been knocked down
No matter the times you've been hurt
No matter the battles won or the battles lost
No matter the lives lost or gained
No matter how endless it may seem
We must fight for what we love and 
Stand Up

Fading 

 

by Lauren Villella | 2014

 

My only memory

Is of losing you

Slowly at first

And then like

The crash

Of a million waves

You were never

Mine to keep

Nor was your heart

A symbol of reliability

You held on to yesterday

Like yesterday

Was the final prize

You let it coil

Around your neck

And suffocate the

Supremely unique spirit

I never got a

Chance to glimpse

 

You were never

Mine to keep

And it was foolish

Of me to try

But I wanted to know

What made you tick

And I wanted

To be there

When the ghosts

Finally escaped your eyes

But my only memory

Is of losing you

And it leaves

A gentle wake

Subtle and sad

I feel you

In the wind

A stranger

Wrapping around me

And I see your eyes

Peering through the

Shadows at night

And I know

You are sad

Wherever you are

But you left

Me here alone

Wondering why

I love someone I lost

And how much longer

I will have to

Keep on fading

Without you

How Art is Made

 

by Kyle Rush | 2016

 

How is art made?

Is it really anything at all?

This poem is art in its own way

But in another, it isn't art at all.

It's really just atoms of one substance

Sitting on atoms of another.

That's all art is.

One thing on something else

(Pretending to be something it isn't).

You're Still Aching

 

by Maegan Gill | 2015

 

So, you're still aching for the day when you feel at home again. Anticipating undiscovered moments that parallel memories of your childhood, fantasizing about towns nearly identical to the one you grew up in, relating an old face to any new one you encounter. Comfortable memories stay frozen in the past while you spend every minute praying to melt them.

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

Carpe Diem

 

by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016

 

Seize the day,

make it yours.

Maybe you wanted it,

maybe even more.

 

Forget all the troubles,

even if you care.

Cut back, let loose,

only if you dare

 

For you only have today.

Tomorrow's a day away

Yesterday is gone.

And soon it will be May.

This I Believe

 

by Hannah Kaupinis | 2015

 

     With all of the buzz about social media society has lost touch with things that truly matter. I believe in love at first sight, being called baby or my girl, receiving or giving flowers just because, a card to brighten someone's day, a hand-written letter, phone calls from old friends, laughing till you're red in the face and your sides hurt, long talks about anything, holding hands out in public, holding the door open for someone, dinner dates with home cooked meals that might not taste good but you say are great and eat anyways just so you don't hurt their feelings, dancing around the room even if there's no music, saying I love you and actually meaning it.

     I believe that before social media life was simple and enjoyable. In today's society if a guy is nice towards a girl he is called "lame" or "uncool". The same goes for girls. If a girl is nice to a guy in public she's "flirting" with him. Society says that it is ok for a guy to not hold the door open for a women, that it's ok to be physically or emotionally abusive towards a women, that it's ok for a girl to be subjected and ridiculed by both guys and girls because they might not be the skinniest or have the clearest skin or the straightest teeth, or just because you don't have the title "Bae," you aren't good enough for someone. Society says that now you should treat your cell phone better than your significant other. 

     Today's society has everything backwards. Everyone is beautiful in their own way and should not feel like they are not good enough or not able to do anything. Do not let people hiding behind a computer screen tell you that you are nothing less then perfect. Everyone has their flaws but that's what makes us human. I believe that social media is just a fad and will start to disappear. I hope social media is no longer around when I have kids because I don't want them growing up and having their self esteem and self worth be based on how many likes they get on a picture. 

What I Don't Know

 

by Maggie Dormer | 2015

 

I don't know you anymore
And you don't know me

You don't look me in the eye
Each other we never see 

But every day I wonder:
Do I ever cross his mind?

Is there a song that makes him reminisce 
The time we intertwined

Does a scent ever enter his room
That makes him think of my perfume

Does he even remember
Did I ever matter...

These feelings I'll never show,
But if you ever think of me,
I'd give the world to know.

Photograph by Jacob Gambino | 2016

Artwork by Lauren Kanavy | 2016

Colors

 

by Daisha Reed | 2016

 

Red are the flowers he gave me

Blue for the coldness I felt when he touched my skin

Green for the envy I had towards him

Purple for my confusion and flusters

Orange for all the times I didn't dare to say a word

Yellow for his oblivion

Scarlet is the lust I had him

Navy are the feelings he had for me

Violet for the knowledge we had

Gray for his emotions

White for the expressions on his face

Black for the hole he had that replaced his heart

This I Believe

 

by Sean Airesman | 2015

 

     I believe in literature. I don't believe in literature as a being or an omnipotent existence. I don't believe literature is a way of life or should be. Too much of one thing is unhealthy, regardless of whether or not said thing is to be deemed "good" or "bad." I believe literature is knowledge or at least may help one achieve knowledge. Vernacular and words, an index of definitions which lie in the vast, never ending library of books and stories that define us as people, living and breathing and feeling beings.

 

     Growing up, I despised literature. I would prefer the movies over the books, even though I never read the books to begin with. I couldn't care less about a book. I liked video games and drawing. Why should I have to read words to be entertained? As we grow, we mature. I did not find, until recently, the joy evoked when completing a novel. I did not realize there was such a feeling as looking at a pile of books and silently accepting the challenge to complete them all.

 

     Each author's voice touches us all differently, but conveys similar messages. They bring about life in their words, bringing forth messages of love, happiness, death, sorrow, humor, and every feeling that makes us human. The words on a page bring a world of people together to feel the same things: love, happiness, death, sorrow, humor, and every feeling that makes us human. I did not realize this until recently.

 

     I believe in literature. Literature through people can bring life to seemingly lifeless words. This I believe: I believe in literature to make us all feel human. 

I See in Black

 

by Randy Hatcher | 2017

 

I wake up to the morning sun

And the birds happily chirping

But as I turn to the other eye

I see a black sky and a blown out sun

 

We humans preach for a better day

With blood dripping off our hands

We strive for the truth

As we speak with black tongues

 

We are the same

We bleed the same way

We feel the same things

And breathe the same air

 

But we treat each other

Like foreign objects

Or a stranger on the sidewalk

And this should not be

 

How can we live in happier place

When we can’t even compromise

With one of our own blood

or even ourselves

 

Our efforts to make the world

A better place are in vain

Being flushed out

By the dominant violence and strife

 

We focus on the objective, yes

But we miss one thing

We don't focus on our actions

To achieve that goal

 

I don’t see the world in black and white

Or even in grey

I just see the black in all things

Because this is how the world raised me

 

At the end of the day

I see a world with

Monsters, tyrants, demons, and beautiful lies

Is it the same for you?

 Memories 

Artwork by Geena DeFalco | 2016

Artwork by Lauren Kanavy | 2016

Photograph by Megan Hart | 2016

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015

Tear Drop

 

by Emma Govachini | 2017

 

A crystal teardrop 

Fell from her face 

As she watched her child

Put on her wedding dress covered in lace

 

A child's laughter 

Surrounded the memories they spent

Her daughter was moving on 

Leaving the nest is what she meant 

 

A year in review 

That's all her mother did 

She reviewed the memories

That she spent with her kid 

 

She came past the book

"My favorite children's book" she said 

It was the book they shared 

Before they went to bed 

 

Hushed goodbyes 

That's all she could hear

Down the empty halls 

But sadly no cheer

 

"We are young"

Were the last words they said 

That was the name of the book they read. 

A Haunting Melody

 

by Lauren Ranalli | 2016

 

     A haunting melody belted from the pit, violins and cellos screeching in agony. The theatre was lit up completely during rehearsals. Phantom of the Opera would go on in exactly two hours and Charlotte (Christine) hadn't slept in days. She felt dizzy and couldn't keep her eyes open, but she unwisely soldiered on.

     

     Charlotte sat applying heavy stage makeup, her dark brown curls bobbing up and down. She was exhausted, exhausted to the point of hallucinating. A shadow here, a soft whisper there. She knew it was only a trick of her sleep-deprived brain and didn't pay much mind to it. She only prayed that it wouldn't happen on stage. Charlotte glanced into her huge vanity mirror and sucked in her breath. As she looked on, her dressing room door slammed shut and she heard the very audible "click" of the lock. She quickly snapped herself back to reality and remembered that the door locked from the inside. She could easily unlock it. She slowly glided across the room the way she had been taught in acting class to show fearlessness. The instructor had made her walk like that so many times it had become habitual. As Charlotte undid the lock and tugged at the door, her heart sank. She tugged and shouted and pounded the door with her weak fists for what felt like eternity, but she eventually gave up. She sat down on the floor against the wall and sobbed into her hands. She was trapped.

 

     Hours. Charlotte was sure she had been trapped for hours, still hallucinating from her exhaustion. She was far too fired up for sleep at this point. She heard whispers say to her, "Christine, I have you now. My love, Christine." She couldn't force herself to stand up and risk seeing her refelction in her mirror, for she knew her eyes were swollen and her makeup destroyed from crying. Suddenly, she saw what she had been waiting and praying for: the door creeping open. She should have leapt to her feet and sobbed for joy, but she moved slowly and steadily, not feeling quite herself. The hypnotic voice that had been calling to her all night was speaking from outside of the room. "Christine. Come," it hissed. She followed the intoxicating voice out of her dressing room and onto the stage. The invisible hypnotist led Charlotte into the empty audience and finally, up to the balcony. The balcony was meant to be safe, at least three feet between the front row of seats and the edge. At the edge was an ornately designed gold guardrail. As Charlotte followed the voice she suddenly found herself at the edge, her knobby knees pressed against the rail. The lightness, the feeling of being alone with a man she couldn't see on the balcony made her smile. Until she lost her footing. And she fell. 

Photograph by David Blackhall | 2016

Cyd 

 

by Lauren Villella | 2014

 

Cyd

Gloriously beguiling

The screen’s

Grandest mystery

A raven’s daughter

Touched early

By the dusk

Her future was

A ghastly haze

Swamped by bleakness

With no room

For the effervescence

That would come

To define her days

 

Cyd

Her life was a choice

A testament to

The determination that

Settled in her feet

As she glided

Across marble floors

To an irresistible beat

She carved a niche

In the screen’s

Oldest illusion

To bewitch

With the most

Enticing mix

Of glamour

And resentment

But to back away

From the world

As she knew it

Lest we see right

Through the veil

 

Cyd

There was a little

Bit of heaven

In every move

Every step

And you could see

The joy come alive

When that last happiness

Became hers to keep

‘I had no delusions,’ she said

And so she didn’t

But fate smiled kindly

Upon the raven’s daughter

Who defied the dusk

And even in her sleep

Rose petals dance

Twirling softly in the wind

Searching for her

Ghostly presence

And then stilling

In her midst

Artwork by Darryl Brown | 2015

Lines: 2

 

by Kyle Rush | 2016

 

(sun)     Is there anything

(light)             to see?

(on)         Hours and days

(the)                  and ways

(mead-)              of nothing

(ow)               colliding

(is)                 with nothing

(bright)           on a blank page

(light)             of white and lines

Photograph by Megan Hart | 2016

Artwork by Kevin Costantino | 2016

When a Flower Blooms

 

by Maegan Gill | 2015

 

When a flower blooms, you do not question how it came to grow there. You do not question the methods which brought it to that exact spot, the route it took to find its way there, or its growth in comparison to the flowers around it. You simply admire it for its beauty, absorbing every petal and how it is able to stay rooted even in the breeze. Grow where you are planted and thrive regardless.

Roads

 

by Kyle Rush | 2016

 

I. Take a long walk down a deserted back road

See if I can uncover what's left of my soul

Find you sitting here

Beautiful brown-blonde hair.

 

II. Trees and darkness close in now

And utter silence surrounds

There's no sound except that of your unspeakable words

But nothing is heard

 

III. You are the greatest piece of me

Truly, my whole identity

What am I without you?

Just a man without a clue

 

IV. So many lights in my life try to blind me

So many lights in my life to misguide me

So many lights in my life to lead me

Away from you

The Grove

 

by Trevor Hipkiss | 2016

 

     My grandfather and I used to walk through the pine groves behind his old house. The old grove held a serenity to it that I can't describe even to this day. It was a simple row of pine trees that formed two disorderly lines at the back edge of his property. As we traversed the root riddled earth he would tell me wonderous stories of childhood adventures or life lessons learned through rigorous trial. I would never think much on those stories or lessons for I was too enthralled by the colorful call of songbirds or the evergreen smell of the pine needles. I would run ahead of him, chasing after shadows or telling him my latest endeavors in school. I was young and naive, thinking my grandfather would stay like the evergreen trees. Today I walk alone through the serene grove. I try and recall some of his colorful stories or recite one of his cryptic old sayings. For each tree, a different memory appears in my mind. While I could say that the grove won't be quite the same, my grandfather's memory will be just as evergreen.

Spring

 

by Brendan Shaughnessy | 2016

 

As the sun shines on the new founded ground
The weather becomes warmer grass starts to show 
In the spring we know what we have found
We find a new world and now without snow

Here in Pittsburgh, PA when spring finally sprang
Everyone is overly joyed and happy
Spring is finally here and here with a bang 
This means summer is approaching fastly

The leaves are so green and the flowers bloom 
Everyone just loves this season
Summer is approaching with a boom 
Hopefully we will be pleased. 

 To Everything There is a Season 

Photograph by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016

Photograph by Conner Capozoli | 2016

Each Tree

 

by Daisha Reed | 2016

 

     Leaves crack underneath her feet. The fog led a mist of wonder between the enormous trees. Each tree was unique; each tree had its own personality. All of a sudden she felt loneliness in her presence. She stared at the tree trying to find answers, but somehow the tall oak was staring at her as well. The glance pierced through her soul. When she snapped back to reality, she was emotionless. Her beautiful mind could no longer see the colors of fall. The mist that lingered through the forest slowly started to wrap itself around her. She didn't move a single muscle. Whispers started to fill her tiny ears. She tried to listen to each story, but she wasn't understanding why she wasn't afraid. She was detached from those emotions for a reason, so she couldn't feel the pain that stretched from tree to tree. The overwhelming whispers stopped when a gray wolf stepped in the atmosphere. The wolf let out whimpers as if they were cries for help. In the blink of an eye, the wolf took his last breath and dropped. The pain was too much to handle, but the trees didn't do it on purpose. Truthfully, they saved the girl. Becoming detached isn't always necessarily a bad thing after all. They wanted to save her from reality.

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016

Spring?

 

by Janet Aland | 2016

 

The calendar tells me it's spring but why is there snow?
The sun is shining with brutal force and yet there is still snow. 
I hear the birds chirping but there is still snow.
The temperature is temperamental, never deciding whether it's warm or cold.  
How can this be called spring?
Spring is a time of warmth and happiness, not cold and sadness. 
What is this illusion of spring?
It may bear the title of spring but it brings the wrath of winter.

Photograph by Julia Menosky | 2016

Spring

 

by John Weldon | 2016

 

The first day of Spring, so welcoming to everyone. The weather is a crisp cool, the sky is a clear blue, and the sun is more inviting now than ever before. Winter is like a blanket, while spring is when the blanket is lifted and all light shines through. It gives hope. Hope that the cold, dark past is over and a new beginning is right around the corner. All the animals come out of their burrows, and all the plants begin to come alive again. Spring is hope.

Photograph by John Weldon | 2016

Fairytale

 

by Corey Griffith | 2015

 

The princess called for her woodland friends.
Unfortunately, this was Australia.
Snakes and spiders are not good woodland friends.

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015

 School & Sports 

Having a Crush on the Nerd in School

 

by Lauren Kanavy | 2016

 

You have no idea why you like him.

 

He pretty much has no social skills whatsoever

Stiff, graceless, mouth thick with cotton,

You can feel his discomfort around any breathing life-forms,

And you watch, painfully, as he sits in the corner of the room

Silent, tapping his foot, and bored out of his mind.

 

He slicks his wet hair awkwardly to one side every morning

And its horrible sheen makes you cringe.

He wears these thick, black glasses

That perch uncomfortable on a tiny nose.

He’s the pastiest sort of pale you’ve ever met

 

And his eyes are small, and beady, and you think blue?

Well, he never looks you in the eye

Because when he talks, he talks to the ground

His voice muffled, soft, in a way that makes you

think that you might need hearing aids

 

But there’s something that keeps bringing you back.

You just keep thinking of him, over and over and over.

And trying to justify this irrational affection you feel

Is fruitless, hopeless, (just like the future of his social skills)

And you sit there in the corner, alone, silent, foot tapping.

 

In the end, there’s no justification for the way you feel because

You definitely think that his lack of social skills is “cute”

You notice that his hair is adorably awkward in its shininess

You see that his glasses sit perfectly on his button nose

And you find that his inability to make eye contact is endearing

 

It’s because he writes with the most serious look on his face

All of his concentration poured into his pen

Each curve of a letter carefully drawn

Turning his white canvas into a sea of dark ink

Flattening himself into words and phrases on a piece of paper

 

It’s because you see yourself, the one from six years ago,

Who wore her skin like a baggy shirt

Not exactly sure what size she fit in her life

Mouth full of words she didn’t know how to give anyone.

In him you see her: uncomfortable, awkward,

 

And completely beautiful

 

In ways that no one can comprehend but you and him,

In your terrible hair, uncool glasses, and lack of social skills

In your blue - are they brown? - eyes

In the way that you treat every word as precious

As something to be considered, valued, and given as a gift

 

So, perhaps there’s no need for a justification

Or a way to say to yourself that it really does make sense

Because it really doesn’t; it’s honestly incomprehensible

That you're searching for yourself in another person

And he is the closest you've ever gotten

 

To that person staring back at you in the mirror

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015

Photograph by David Blackhall | 2016

Poem 1

 

by Brendan Shaughnessy | 2016

 

Systems limit things you can only do once

The type of inlays you send to people is how they perceive you.

We will be limited in life if we stick to these systems.

Only we can grow out and try new things.

And not stick to the system.

Some systems we have to stick to though

Like school

Or life

To succeed in life

You have to stay with the system

And that system can be simply put

Making others feel good

That is the system to life.

Fire Drill

 

by Corey Griffith | 2015

 

     "Dude what are you doing? We gotta get outta here!" Steve said to Bill as he carelessly walked down the hallway.
     "What are you talking about? It's just a drill." 
     "No, it's not! One of teachers ran out of the teachers' lounge on fire and screaming! I think the stove caught fire or something!"
     "Whatever, man.  I'll meet you outside after I stop at my locker." Steve turns around and motions toward the people running towards the exit.

     "Look at everyone! You still think this is a drill?"
     "Yeah."
     Steve turns around and sees an orange glow from the staircase and hears the crackling of flames.  "If this is a drill, what's going on over there?"
     "It's just the sun man."
     Frustrated, Steve turns to leave. "Your funeral, man. I'm out."
     "See ya."
     Bill walks down the hall towards his locker. He feels the temperature increasing rapidly.
     "They complain about the heating bill and then they crank it up to 100? I hate this school."
     He calmly walks to his locker, retrieves his phone, puts in his headphones, and walks toward the exit.
     Behind him, flames quickly fill the hallway, tearing away at the superstructure.
     He walks out of the exit, and is greeted by his math teacher.
     "Do you have any idea what you just did?"
     "Yeah, I know. Give me detention already."
     His math teacher looks up, and immediately runs away.
     Bill turns around and watches as his school, engulfed in flames, collapses to the ground.
     He stares blankly at the rubble for a few moments, shrugs his shoulders, and then walks away.

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016

How to Write a Paper

 

by Dominique Servati | 2015

 

     Some may argue that writing anything is easy and requires little to no effort.  Little do they know how involved, intense, and frustrating it can be. There are so many intricate steps that contribute to the long and aggravating process that it is. From procrastination to submitting your final draft, writing is a process that separates the boys from the men.

     Writing anything first involves procrastination.  If you don’t procrastinate you’re doing it all wrong.  For example, I waited until 9:00pm of the night this journal was due and started writing it while watching the season 10 premiere of Keeping Up with the Kardashians. Tip: watching TV can help your thoughts flow more easily.  You’d be amazed at what a little distraction could do. Somehow, in some odd way, it motivates you to finish so you can allow your distraction to completely envelop you. Try it, I promise it works!

     After you’ve procrastinated for as long as you possibly could, you start to write your paper at the eleventh hour. Now, don’t dive head first into your adventure. You have to ease yourself into it.  Take your time, type your heading, think of a creative title, maybe write a thesis, but don’t forget to give yourself a break every now and then.  Breaks are important because they allow your brain to take a breather and recollect its thoughts (quite literally).

     All right, you’ve procrastinated long enough and your distraction is beginning to take over. Now, it’s time to get down to business.  Never forget that the key to any kind of writing is to make a personal connection.   Even if you don’t outright mention yourself or your experience, it is important that you find some way to identify with your topic or characters. You become more passionate about what you’re writing about and makes the reader feel connected to the story and/or topic.

     You’re now ready to submit you’re final product. Be sure to reread your paper and spell check it. Even if you don’t have good grammar or aren’t that good at spelling, you at least need to fake it. Where from here? Promise yourself that you won’t wait until the last second to write your paper even though you know you will. 

Sidney Crosby

 

by Liz Moyer | 2015

 

Skating on ice.
Incredible balance.
Incredible skill.
A backhand here.
A deke there.
Born on 8/7/87
is the reason for the number.
One Stanley cup, two gold medals.
Looked up to by many,
because of work ethic,
And passion for the game.
Never held back by anyone,
or anything.
Except maybe a concussion,
or the mumps.

Photograph by Brendan Shaughnessy | 2016

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016

 The Pain of Love 

A Little Poem about Love

 

by Ashley Mell | 2016

 

Love is a hammer,

Reckless, harsh, and crushing.

My heart is exposed,

Vulnerable, gentle, and full of want.

He is the nail,

Puncturing my heart.

Duplicity

 

by Maggie Dormer | 2015

 

I cannot make up my mind
Are you mean or are you kind?

Those pretty words spilt from those lips, 
Are they lies or are they tips? 

What is it about you,
That makes me want to doubt you

I hope these words you say are true,
I hope your virtues never tire

...I'm deeply afraid I'm in love with a liar....

Days Past

 

by Corey Griffith | 2015

 

On the night of the full moon.
Jill cried her cares in to her palms.
A dry glass of Jack at her side.
One more down.
Nights spent this way were her norm.
Lone with her grief and qualm.
No bulk of drink can wash off the past.
She won't move on.
Two years spent this way.
Yet here she is once more.
She pours one more out for days past.
Days when youth was at her side.
Days when joy was with her in spades.
Days when she had not a care in the world.
Days when I was hers.
And she was mine.
I still pass by her home each day.
It's the same sight each time I see her.
Her sad face in search of hope.
She has not been the same since I left.
It had to be done.
Our paths were at odds.
I did not want to leave.
But I had to, did I not?
We were so good as one.
Days with her were the best they could be.
All was well and good when I was with her.
I want to see the world through those eyes once more.
But all I see through my eyes is my own dry glass of Jack.
The first of too much to count.
Still, we are the same, she and I.
Loss of nights at the hand of drink.
We try to move on but can't.
Thoughts on us.
I tried to change this.
But I can't do it.
Why did I let her go?
So here I am once more.
I pour one more out and raise a glass.
Here's one for the days past.
One for all the wrong paths we took.
One for all the things I want to change.
One for the griefs still in my mind.
One for the time I spent with her.
One for all the joy we shared.
One for the smile I have not seen in two years, mine or hers.
And one for the next day, same as the last.
I drink to that.
I hope for change but know it won't come.
The world moves on.
So why am I stuck here.
Thoughts on her.

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

What I Can't Do

 

by Maggie Dormer | 2015

 

I can't make you love me if you don't
I can't make you hold me if you won't 

I can't stop you from leaving if you go
I can't make you forget what you already know

I can't stop you from wanting more
I can't go back to how it was before

I can't make you forgive me
I can't go back in time

But I would give anything in this world,
If you'd give me one last chance
To call you mine

The Hardest Part (Can I Call it Loss?)

 

by Kyle Rush | 2016

 

I went yesterday to the tree I used to sit by

And dream of your face

I climbed its branches to the top

And stared out into space

I saw you there, with the diamonds above me

And you shined brightest of all

You said the same thing that you said when you left me

And that was nothing at all

 

Because the hardest part of losing someone

Is knowing they were never yours to start with.

And the hardest part of letting you go,

Is knowing that you never ever held on.

Just Friends

 

by Maggie Dormer | 2015

 

I know that you don't love me
Trust me, I'm aware

But I wish you wouldn't smile at me
Or keep playing with my hair

It hurts me when you do these things
You have no idea the pain it brings

To keep thinking you've changed your mind
Only to remember I'm not your kind

It really isn't fair
You gave me a heart I can't repair.

Photograph by Jacob Gambino | 2016

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015

Romantically Driven Poetry

aka Adverbs: The Poem

 

by Sean Airesman | 2015

 

That other person encompasses

my mind

my heart

my soul

 

They are a part of me

figuratively

They are gone but I feel pain

internally

I’m absent from their brain

Excessively

What is the proper course?

To beg for attention?

Obviously.

To seek refuge from this world in their heart?

Relatively.

 

I am but a squatter in this world of love

But this is not love I see around me

Only a land of ignorance

self-obsession

and dissatisfaction.

If I am not their everything but they are mine

What is the proper course?

Apathy.

 

Artwork by Lauren Kanavy | 2016

Image inspired by artwork from Kyle Rush | 2016

I See My Future

 

by Dylan DiRenna | 2016

 

I see my future in your eyes 
Through your long brown Hair
Your Beautifully trained smile 
Your profound determination 
I see my future 

But I am new, and you well in your ways
The only silver line to this transfer is you 
More similar than you would imagine, are we.
But I can't seem to share, 
Due to your mind boggling situation

Why him, of all others?
He who makes your decisions
He who changes your perceptions 
He who uses you 
Why not me, of all others?

Give me the time, I won't disappoint
I'll show you my world, for what it's worth
It's not like yours which does scare 
But for you I will share 
Just one chance.

Even if not me, I hope for one thing
Teach you you don't have to settle
For he a fool; you, you are not
Gentle wings and sacred heart have you 
Let's be something beautiful

 Haiku Haven 

Night Is No More

 

by Liz Strub | 2016

 

Sweet melodies sing,

Saved from my insanity

The night is no more.

That One Light

 

by Liz Strub | 2016

 

A single candle

Wavering in the darkness

Held by timid hands.

 

A single candle

Shining into the darkness

Held by stronger hands.

 

Many small candles

Traveling through the darkness

Lit from that one light.

Artwork by Geena DeFalco | 2016

Value the Good Times

 

by John Weldon | 2016

 

Vacation is now

Love and value each moment

Work is almost here

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016

Ocean Senses

 

by Anneliese Balog | 2016

 

The waves drift on by 
The salty breeze fills the air
The Sunshine beams down 

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015

Existential Crisis

 

by Corey Griffith | 2015

 

The world is torture.
We do the same thing everyday.
And for what? Money?

Where has the joy gone?
What happened to enjoyment?
Sold to business.

Jobs are our life now.
And joy is the distraction.
We are all tools now.

Photograph by Jake Gambino | 2016

Dancing

 

by Liz Strub | 2016

 

Stars twinkle above,

Dancing from dusk 'til morning

Never do I tire.

Flight

 

by Liz Strub | 2016

 

Wings that carry me

Over mountains far and wide,

Nothing stops my flight.

School

 

by Corey Griffith | 2015

 

How to survive school.
Give up on trying quickly.
Cry much and often.

Work

 

by Corey Griffith | 2015

 

Work, never ending.
Work, tiring and hopeless.
Work, someone please help.

Photograph by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016

I Wait for Dawn

 

by Liz Strub | 2016

 

I sigh in the wind,

Leaves falling soft 'round my feet

As I wait for dawn.

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016

 Love & Hope 

Beginning Again

 

by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016

 

Starting over, it's all brand new.

Plans were ruined

Others, followed through

And now something new is brewin'

 

It might be scary

For your faith is a mystery

Unsure if you will be merry

And the past is history

 

But you never know what is to come

Or who is about to walk through the door

Just walk to the beat of the drum

And the future will keep you wanting more

 

Life isn't always sunshine

But maybe sometime.

The Stars

 

by Emma Govachini | 2017

 

The stars 

A glimmer of hope 

A light in the galaxy 

It gives strength to cope 

 

Silence

Silence is all I hear

It's beautiful

It makes me have the courage to forget fear

 

Betrayal

Is half of what I see

The friends I left behind and new ones to come

But now I am just free

 

The stars 

They make me feel alive 

A feeling of looking back of what I have become

And it makes me want to take a dive

 

A dive 

Into the stars I go 

With all the memories 

I just want to know

 

I want to know 

The memories I don't remember 

The memories of childhood 

Sadly the only one I have is school starting in September

Poetry and Artwork by Jayme Williams | 2016

Happiness

 

by Daisha Reed | 2016

 

Happiness is like an ocean wave

It comes and goes but the ocean is always there

The ocean never stops moving nor do the ripples

Each ripple contains a little bit of happiness

The ocean always brushes against the shore

And it always comes back

Meaning that happiness is never lost

We might feel upset and down

But happiness is still within us

The ripples represent hope

With hope, we call can carry a bit of happiness with us

Hope is what keeps us alive

Having hope means you'll have happiness

Happiness is like an ocean wave

An ocean wave that everyone needs

Here to Stay

 

by Randy Hatcher | 2017

 

I saw your face across a crowded room

Your eyes instilled comfort in me

They made me forget the world

And then I knew I was in love

 

I gathered the courage to say hello

Your voice drowned everything out

You made my heart lose a beat

You were my heart’s key

 

As I fell in love with you

I loved everything about you

The indents in your cheeks

And even the way your stomach puffed out

 

You looked so beautiful in white

The doves began to fly

The bells tolled

And my name became yours

 

Time ticked on

I loved another girl

And you loved her too

We called her daughter

 

We began to age

Wrinkles took over

Our skin fell

But I still loved you

Time claimed you

I saw you in the casket

Dressed up all nice

Ready for a date with God

 

I thought this was the end

But I was wrong

 

The whites turned to grays

The young aged

The leaves became brown

But I will always be here to stay

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016

Artwork by Lauren Kanavy | 2016

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

Artwork by Geena DeFalco | 2016

Find Me

 

by Kyle Rush | 2016

 

I need you as my guide

To have you by my side

To have you next to me

Why'd you set me free?

 

Won't you be my light?

I'm always wrong, you're always right

I just want you to care

There's not much more I can bear

 

I can feel myself floatin'

Out on the water in the ocean

I'm lost at sea

Please come find me

 

. . .

 

I need you as my guide

To have you by my side

To have you next to me

This freedom ain't so free

Blue Eyes

 

by Ashley Mell | 2016

 

He has these blue eyes that sparkle when he smiles.

They pull you in, so innocent and loving.

They are gentle, yet ice cold.

These blue eyes of his are special.

They leave you there, wanting to come back for more.

A Simple Red Rose

 

by Daisha Reed | 2016

 

     A simple red rose sits in the middle of the field blowing in the wind. The sun shines on the rose causing it to stand out from the others. Even though it doesn't show emotion, you can tell the rose is happy. Its beauty brings happiness to anyone that walks by. They stop and stare at the rose like it's somehow a part of them. The red rose that sits in the middle of the field gave people hope during the hard times.

Photograph by Megan Hart | 2016

 Family & Friends 

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

A Winding Road

 

by Deanna Bird | 2016

 

     As I creep up the snow-covered hill, the heat blasts in the freezing car. My hands are shaking as I try to maneuver the SUV around the patch of black ice. I am terrified, but as I look into the backseat at the peaceful faces sleeping, I know I must remain calm. Their jackets are tightly wrapped around their bodies. We had grabbed as many hats, gloves, scarves, and sweaters as we could find for this long journey. The winding road curves around the hill, and the vehicle becomes harder to handle. I ease on the brakes trying to keep the car steady. It hits another patch of ice, and this time I can't handle the car. As we skid down the steep hill, I see a pair of scared eyes staring at me from the backseat. As I hit the third sheet of ice, the vehicle flies down the snowy road. A twinkling light dances across my face. The bright light reaches toward me welcoming me into its warmth. I think my time has come. The end of my life is nearing. A deep voice begins to speak. Finally, after minutes of trying to open my eyes, I break the barrier in front of them. I see a man in a long white coat. He whispers, "You saved them. You saved the children." 

     Then everything went black. 

Family

 

by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016

 

     It's seven a.m. in downtown New York City. Inside a small apartment building in room 212, Ally Borden’s phone rings out "Young and Beautiful" by Lana Del Rey. She jumps up and whispers to herself, "today's the day." She looks over at her cat Zoey and yells, "Zoey, today is THE day!" She hops out of bed, cranks up the radio, and begins rushing in five different directions with seven different thoughts going through her mind. She begins to brush her teeth, take out her curlers and begins to dress. She runs in to next room and begins to make herself a ham and cheese omelet with avocado. Between runs to and from the kitchen area she takes quick glances at her final master piece, her pride and joy, her last hope, her sculpture. She can't really tell you what the sculpture is of; it's one of those abstract kinds of things. The sculpture is sitting in her living room space which is only a couple of feet away from her bedroom and the kitchen, seeing as she lives in a very small two room apartment. Her ‘living room' has turned into her workshop, the coffee table doubles as a work space. There is only one couch, the one her 'dear' mother gave her and it was so 'precious' it should be kept in plastic. Especially when Ally is doing such a 'behemoth' thing like sculpting. Ally must have her sculpture to the gallery by 10 a.m. and it takes her about an hour to get there with traffic. She looks at the clock, its 8 a.m. by now; she begins to panic and rushes around more frantically than before. Suddenly, she hears a knock on the door.

     Ally opens the door and before she can get a word out, in barges her aunt Susan. Ally's aunt Susan is her mother’s sister; they get along so well, when Susan isn’t talking. Aunt Susan is very much the Debby-downer of any family reunion. All she can do is complain then complain some more, but she lives a life of riches. Aunt Susan is babbling away about who knows what and Ally just takes a moment to try and console Susan and get her to leave since she's on such a tight schedule. Aunt Susan is a tall lanky red head with the curliest of hair and always wears pearls around her neck. Today she is in her casual outfit of a black penciled skirt, a pink top with a black sweater over and of course her black pumps. Once Ally realizes she can't even get a word in she clears a spot on the plastic covered couch and signals for her to sit. Once Susan is sitting, she is still complaining about how busy she is with her book club and being president of the school PTO and her only son Eric's violin lessons twice a week. Ally feels bad for Eric, being born in such a structured family, much like Ally was. All he wanted was to become a rock drummer, but Susan would never allow that. Ally continues to run about the apartment adding some ‘mhm's and 'absolutely’ every now and then to make Susan think Ally’s actually listening. “Well I better get going, I got to go shopping for a new dress to wear to this big gallery thing tonight,” says Susan as she stands and heads for the door. Oh gosh, she’s coming tonight, Ally thought to herself as she opens the door for Susan and out Susan goes. Ally slams the door, lets out a big gulp of air then continues to gather her things.

     By now its 8:40, Aunt Susan really spent 40 minutes talking about herself and only herself. Ally is gathering her things by her sculpture and starts double checking for everything. She needs to be on the road by 9 a.m. Then she hears her front door open and hears a big “hello Al!” She peaks around the corner to see her Uncle Tom and his wife Aunt Dorothy. They are Ally’s favorite aunt and uncle, and she hardly gets to see them since they live on a farm in Alabama. Uncle Tom is Ally’s dad’s brother. He is a very tall and sturdy man, could probably pull a tree right out of the ground and throw it. Uncle Tom has had the same scruffy beard forever and always has on a pair of dirty jeans. On special occasions he wears his clean pair, a plaid button up shirt and work boots. Aunt Dorothy is a very small and kind woman, always cooking and cleaning. She has gorgeous blond hair that flows down her back, she practically sits on it. Aunt Dorothy is very pretty and has the most perfect bone structure in her face. She never wears makeup, and she doesn’t have to. She was raised in the city, just like Ally. When she met Uncle Tom 30-some years ago she was a girly-girl. Always wearing a flowery, above the knee dress, a diamond or pearl necklace and never left the house without her pearl white Coach purse. After marrying Tom and moving to Alabama she has turned into quite the cowgirl. Now she wears blue jeans and a jean jacket, denim on denim, something she would never dare to wear, 30 years ago. The girly girl is still there deep down inside for there is a pink design on her cowboy boots. “How ya doin, Al? Ready for the big show tonight?” belts out Uncle Tom. Ally says how she’s very excited but must get to the gallery by 10 and is leaving in 20 minutes. “I told you she was gonna be too busy for us,” says Aunt Dorothy looking straight up to Tom since he is whole foot taller than her. “Oh she has time to talk for a bit, don’t ya Al,” questions Uncle Tom. Ally does not want to be rude; she stutters her words. “See she wants us to leave. Let's go. We'll come back after,” says Dorothy pulling Tom by the arm towards the door. After? Oh gee, does that mean they are coming too? How many people did my mom invite? I thought she thought art thing was ‘stupid’ and ‘pointless’, Ally thinks to herself as she sees out her aunt and uncle. It's 8:50. Ally grabs her things and heads down to her car. Loads everything in her white Volkswagen Jetta, taking extra care of her sculpture.

     After all the confusion she arrives at the art gallery, she grabs her things and goes inside. She locates the spot for her sculpture and a few of her other side paintings and sets them up. Fascinated she hangs at the art gallery till five, the time her art will be shown to a crowd for the first time. The clock strikes five and people start pouring into the gallery; she slowly passes around the room her sculpture is in. She occasionally takes peaks at who’s looking at her work. Around 6:20 she takes a glance over and there’s a big crowd around her sculpture. She notices some faces in the crowd, in fact all the faces. Her mother has invited all of Ally’s family, cousins, grandparents, aunts, and uncles. She sees Aunt Susan with Eric and Uncle Tom with Aunt Dorothy. Ally’s then spots her mom and dad, and as she approaches them she sees tears in her mother’s eyes. Filled with self-doubt she thinks, “No, my sculpture has fallen apart and everyone in my family is looking at my failure. I can practically hear my mother now ‘I told you this art stuff was a bad business for you then she’ll send me right back to accounting school.' Oh how much I hate accounting,” Ally thinks to herself right before her mother turns around. As soon as her mom sees Ally she gives her the biggest and tightest hug ever. “I knew you were good and I am so proud of you. You truly have a gift,” says Ally’s mom. Surprised to the extreme she hugs her mom back and asks, “But why are you crying? Is my sculpture falling apart?” She learns that these were tears of joy from her mother and a few ‘secret’ ones from her dad. Ally goes and greets every other relative and thanks them ‘oh so much.’ Ally begins to realize that family can at times be extremely annoying and get in the way, but they are your true friends in this tough world and family is forever.

The Proper Use of "Bro"

 

by Sam Smallhoover | 2016

 

     "What's up, bro" is something that is now commonly used to say "Hello" to someone you just met or someone you haven't seen in a while. The word "bro" is thrown around a lot from parties to proper meetings. This is a short do-and-don't-do list of when to use this term. It is a very fine line to call someone your "bro" when you are at a party and you are having fun with that one person, but it is definitely not fine to do it when you are in a meeting and you go up to a guy from the other company in the meeting room and say "Hey bro, how about 'em Steelers last night?" I am sorry, but this word is very important and should be treated in the correct way because it is a powerful word. Once you call someone your "bro" then you can't take it back. It is like the word "love." If you are in a relationship and you use the "L" word then you can't take it back if you didn't mean to say it at the time.

     A correct situation to use this term is if you worked with this one person for a long time and you grew close overtime and you start to hangout after work. Then you can establish each other as a "bro". A improper way to use this: you are getting a walk around your new job with your trainer. Then you see a guy doing dishes and you say "Bro, you're really good at doing dishes". Most people use this word and confuse it with "dude" or "guy" but it is much more than that. What is a "bro," you might ask? Well, a "bro" is someone who will always be there for you no matter what and be a life-long sidekick and friend. When you see someone at a party that you don't know, that is a "bro" but that is not actually your "bro." There is a difference, I assure you. He or she (women can be "bros" too, but most women don't like to be called "bros") is someone's "bro" but that does not mean that he or she is your "bro." It takes a lot to get up to that kind of level. Now some people you are born into being their "bro." I am in this situation because I have two older brothers. There are many ways to use the word "bro" but use it wisely because it could make things awkward around other people.​

Photograph by David Blackhall | 2016

Friendship

 

by Patrick McCracken | 2016

 

The joy of life, where dreams can come true

Life won't always work out; will this be you

 

When times get tough and the sorrow won't end

Find comfort in others; find comfort in friends

 

Friends will give give guidance; friends will stay true

Even when you stumble, they find the best in you

 

If you can find a friend that can keep you upright and strong

You will never go wrong

Photograph by Jake Gambino | 2016

The Meaning of a True "Best Friend"

 

by Dominic Palmosina | 2016

 

A best friend is someone that is always there 24/7, whatever the consequence is. A best friend is someone who can brighten your day in a heart beat. A best friend is someone you are able to tell anything to. Best friends do fun stuff and make many memories together. Best friends last a lifetime from the time they meet to the day they die. I am very lucky to have a best friend who is like this. 

Photograph by Conner Capozoli | 2016

 Digital & Geometric Art 

This section includes digital art created by Corey Griffith, senior and editor-in-chief. Corey took the images as screen shots from video games after artistically framing the layout. In addition, this section features geometric mind-benders drawn by junior Tom Wildenhain, who offers a creative combination of art and mathematics.

Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016

Artwork by Corey Griffith | 2015

Artwork by Corey Griffith | 2015

Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016

Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016

 

Note: The above image shows a single pixel that increases in resolution to become a circle.

Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016

Artwork by Corey Griffith | 2015

Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016

Artwork by Corey Griffith | 2015

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