
Spring Edition: 2014-2015 school year
Advice & Beliefs

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016
Happiness is a book
by Maegan Gill | 2015
Happiness is a book
That hundreds have read
But some have never finished
With curling pages,
Tattered covers,
Deteriorating bindings
And the longest, most delicious
Words one could dream of
You see, it seems to take a lifetime
To finish this grand book
The beginning is rather simple
Even a child could understand
As pages turn, text becomes grandiose
And harder to decipher.
The writing is old, and almost illiterate
But those that make it through
This book and all its twists and turns
Do not regret the time spent
Studying the many pages.
So please, don't stop now!
Never leave home without it
Carry it with you, like a secret:
Your little world within the pages.
You'll never know
When you need to study it the most.
1,064° C
by Danny Bigley | 2018
Why is love
So fragile?
Why not greed,
Or spite, or pride,
Or vanity, or arrogance?
Surely, if it were these,
Evil would shatter
as easily as
A broken heart.
Why is fondness
So torturing?
Why not unkindness,
Or anger, or hate,
Or cruelty, or aggression?
Surely, if it were these,
Man would seldom
Attack one another.
Why is a heart
So loving?
Why not killers,
Or tyrants, or liars,
Or hypocrites, or rapists?
Surely, if they were,
The world would
Be a harmonious place.
Why is good
Tainted so easily?
Surely, if it wasn't,
A heart of gold
Wouldn't melt
Carpe Diem
by Lexie DiSanti | 2015
Making life decisions
Decisions made each day
Hour after hour
I don't know what to say
Minutes slowly ticking
Seconds pass the time
Do I want to take a chance?
It's not worth a dime
My friends tell me yes
My heart tells me no
He keeps saying my name
I don't know where to go
Life is so precious
I want to live it right
Wrong choices will be made
I will get into fights
In the end, it's up to me
If it's the right thing to say
It may seem very wrong
But carpe diem, seize the day!

Photograph by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016
Success
by Dominic Palmosina | 2016
To be successful you have to go the extra mile. You must do things on your own time that other people don't. All the professional athletes you see nowadays worked extremely hard to get to where they are now. There are only a little amount of people in this world who have worked as hard as they can to get to where they're at. Whether it's in sports, academics, a job or anything, to be great at it you got to work hard at it.
Notes for Guys
by Sean Airesman | 2015
Act tough.
Get big.
Get on top of your game.
Go to the gym, stay active. Gotta look good.
Hang with your bros as much as possible.
Assess the situation. Can he eat more than you? You know he can't.
Search for woman, move in when appropriate.
Don't spend more time with her.
Don't get attached.
Don't mess anything up. Watch what you say to her.
Smile often, she likes when you smile.
Smell good; bring her flowers.
Go on dates often.
A happy girlfriend leads to a happy you.
Don't make her angry.
Don't let her leave. Let her know how much she means to you.
Don't make the same mistake. Second chances could be the last.
Try to make reservations as much as possible.
Buy her things. She likes things.
Keep her happy. Keep her with you.
Don't get angry with her.
Don't let her leave you.
Tell her, plead with her, keep her with you.
Don't remain alone.
Call her. Get her back.
Don't cry. Don't show emotion.
Get back out there, get back with the bros.
You can't be alone. You need to stay happy.

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015
Stand Up
by Janet Aland | 2016
No matter the times you've been knocked down
No matter the times you've been hurt
No matter the battles won or the battles lost
No matter the lives lost or gained
No matter how endless it may seem
We must fight for what we love and
Stand Up
Fading
by Lauren Villella | 2014
My only memory
Is of losing you
Slowly at first
And then like
The crash
Of a million waves
You were never
Mine to keep
Nor was your heart
A symbol of reliability
You held on to yesterday
Like yesterday
Was the final prize
You let it coil
Around your neck
And suffocate the
Supremely unique spirit
I never got a
Chance to glimpse
You were never
Mine to keep
And it was foolish
Of me to try
But I wanted to know
What made you tick
And I wanted
To be there
When the ghosts
Finally escaped your eyes
But my only memory
Is of losing you
And it leaves
A gentle wake
Subtle and sad
I feel you
In the wind
A stranger
Wrapping around me
And I see your eyes
Peering through the
Shadows at night
And I know
You are sad
Wherever you are
But you left
Me here alone
Wondering why
I love someone I lost
And how much longer
I will have to
Keep on fading
Without you
How Art is Made
by Kyle Rush | 2016
How is art made?
Is it really anything at all?
This poem is art in its own way
But in another, it isn't art at all.
It's really just atoms of one substance
Sitting on atoms of another.
That's all art is.
One thing on something else
(Pretending to be something it isn't).

You're Still Aching
by Maegan Gill | 2015
So, you're still aching for the day when you feel at home again. Anticipating undiscovered moments that parallel memories of your childhood, fantasizing about towns nearly identical to the one you grew up in, relating an old face to any new one you encounter. Comfortable memories stay frozen in the past while you spend every minute praying to melt them.

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016
Carpe Diem
by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016
Seize the day,
make it yours.
Maybe you wanted it,
maybe even more.
Forget all the troubles,
even if you care.
Cut back, let loose,
only if you dare
For you only have today.
Tomorrow's a day away
Yesterday is gone.
And soon it will be May.
This I Believe
by Hannah Kaupinis | 2015
With all of the buzz about social media society has lost touch with things that truly matter. I believe in love at first sight, being called baby or my girl, receiving or giving flowers just because, a card to brighten someone's day, a hand-written letter, phone calls from old friends, laughing till you're red in the face and your sides hurt, long talks about anything, holding hands out in public, holding the door open for someone, dinner dates with home cooked meals that might not taste good but you say are great and eat anyways just so you don't hurt their feelings, dancing around the room even if there's no music, saying I love you and actually meaning it.
I believe that before social media life was simple and enjoyable. In today's society if a guy is nice towards a girl he is called "lame" or "uncool". The same goes for girls. If a girl is nice to a guy in public she's "flirting" with him. Society says that it is ok for a guy to not hold the door open for a women, that it's ok to be physically or emotionally abusive towards a women, that it's ok for a girl to be subjected and ridiculed by both guys and girls because they might not be the skinniest or have the clearest skin or the straightest teeth, or just because you don't have the title "Bae," you aren't good enough for someone. Society says that now you should treat your cell phone better than your significant other.
Today's society has everything backwards. Everyone is beautiful in their own way and should not feel like they are not good enough or not able to do anything. Do not let people hiding behind a computer screen tell you that you are nothing less then perfect. Everyone has their flaws but that's what makes us human. I believe that social media is just a fad and will start to disappear. I hope social media is no longer around when I have kids because I don't want them growing up and having their self esteem and self worth be based on how many likes they get on a picture.

What I Don't Know
by Maggie Dormer | 2015
I don't know you anymore
And you don't know me
You don't look me in the eye
Each other we never see
But every day I wonder:
Do I ever cross his mind?
Is there a song that makes him reminisce
The time we intertwined
Does a scent ever enter his room
That makes him think of my perfume
Does he even remember
Did I ever matter...
These feelings I'll never show,
But if you ever think of me,
I'd give the world to know.

Photograph by Jacob Gambino | 2016

Artwork by Lauren Kanavy | 2016
Colors
by Daisha Reed | 2016
Red are the flowers he gave me
Blue for the coldness I felt when he touched my skin
Green for the envy I had towards him
Purple for my confusion and flusters
Orange for all the times I didn't dare to say a word
Yellow for his oblivion
Scarlet is the lust I had him
Navy are the feelings he had for me
Violet for the knowledge we had
Gray for his emotions
White for the expressions on his face
Black for the hole he had that replaced his heart

This I Believe
by Sean Airesman | 2015
I believe in literature. I don't believe in literature as a being or an omnipotent existence. I don't believe literature is a way of life or should be. Too much of one thing is unhealthy, regardless of whether or not said thing is to be deemed "good" or "bad." I believe literature is knowledge or at least may help one achieve knowledge. Vernacular and words, an index of definitions which lie in the vast, never ending library of books and stories that define us as people, living and breathing and feeling beings.
Growing up, I despised literature. I would prefer the movies over the books, even though I never read the books to begin with. I couldn't care less about a book. I liked video games and drawing. Why should I have to read words to be entertained? As we grow, we mature. I did not find, until recently, the joy evoked when completing a novel. I did not realize there was such a feeling as looking at a pile of books and silently accepting the challenge to complete them all.
Each author's voice touches us all differently, but conveys similar messages. They bring about life in their words, bringing forth messages of love, happiness, death, sorrow, humor, and every feeling that makes us human. The words on a page bring a world of people together to feel the same things: love, happiness, death, sorrow, humor, and every feeling that makes us human. I did not realize this until recently.
I believe in literature. Literature through people can bring life to seemingly lifeless words. This I believe: I believe in literature to make us all feel human.
I See in Black
by Randy Hatcher | 2017
I wake up to the morning sun
And the birds happily chirping
But as I turn to the other eye
I see a black sky and a blown out sun
We humans preach for a better day
With blood dripping off our hands
We strive for the truth
As we speak with black tongues
We are the same
We bleed the same way
We feel the same things
And breathe the same air
But we treat each other
Like foreign objects
Or a stranger on the sidewalk
And this should not be
How can we live in happier place
When we can’t even compromise
With one of our own blood
or even ourselves
Our efforts to make the world
A better place are in vain
Being flushed out
By the dominant violence and strife
We focus on the objective, yes
But we miss one thing
We don't focus on our actions
To achieve that goal
I don’t see the world in black and white
Or even in grey
I just see the black in all things
Because this is how the world raised me
At the end of the day
I see a world with
Monsters, tyrants, demons, and beautiful lies
Is it the same for you?
Memories
Artwork by Geena DeFalco | 2016
Artwork by Lauren Kanavy | 2016

Photograph by Megan Hart | 2016
Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015
Tear Drop
by Emma Govachini | 2017
A crystal teardrop
Fell from her face
As she watched her child
Put on her wedding dress covered in lace
A child's laughter
Surrounded the memories they spent
Her daughter was moving on
Leaving the nest is what she meant
A year in review
That's all her mother did
She reviewed the memories
That she spent with her kid
She came past the book
"My favorite children's book" she said
It was the book they shared
Before they went to bed
Hushed goodbyes
That's all she could hear
Down the empty halls
But sadly no cheer
"We are young"
Were the last words they said
That was the name of the book they read.
A Haunting Melody
by Lauren Ranalli | 2016
A haunting melody belted from the pit, violins and cellos screeching in agony. The theatre was lit up completely during rehearsals. Phantom of the Opera would go on in exactly two hours and Charlotte (Christine) hadn't slept in days. She felt dizzy and couldn't keep her eyes open, but she unwisely soldiered on.
Charlotte sat applying heavy stage makeup, her dark brown curls bobbing up and down. She was exhausted, exhausted to the point of hallucinating. A shadow here, a soft whisper there. She knew it was only a trick of her sleep-deprived brain and didn't pay much mind to it. She only prayed that it wouldn't happen on stage. Charlotte glanced into her huge vanity mirror and sucked in her breath. As she looked on, her dressing room door slammed shut and she heard the very audible "click" of the lock. She quickly snapped herself back to reality and remembered that the door locked from the inside. She could easily unlock it. She slowly glided across the room the way she had been taught in acting class to show fearlessness. The instructor had made her walk like that so many times it had become habitual. As Charlotte undid the lock and tugged at the door, her heart sank. She tugged and shouted and pounded the door with her weak fists for what felt like eternity, but she eventually gave up. She sat down on the floor against the wall and sobbed into her hands. She was trapped.
Hours. Charlotte was sure she had been trapped for hours, still hallucinating from her exhaustion. She was far too fired up for sleep at this point. She heard whispers say to her, "Christine, I have you now. My love, Christine." She couldn't force herself to stand up and risk seeing her refelction in her mirror, for she knew her eyes were swollen and her makeup destroyed from crying. Suddenly, she saw what she had been waiting and praying for: the door creeping open. She should have leapt to her feet and sobbed for joy, but she moved slowly and steadily, not feeling quite herself. The hypnotic voice that had been calling to her all night was speaking from outside of the room. "Christine. Come," it hissed. She followed the intoxicating voice out of her dressing room and onto the stage. The invisible hypnotist led Charlotte into the empty audience and finally, up to the balcony. The balcony was meant to be safe, at least three feet between the front row of seats and the edge. At the edge was an ornately designed gold guardrail. As Charlotte followed the voice she suddenly found herself at the edge, her knobby knees pressed against the rail. The lightness, the feeling of being alone with a man she couldn't see on the balcony made her smile. Until she lost her footing. And she fell.

Photograph by David Blackhall | 2016
Cyd
by Lauren Villella | 2014
Cyd
Gloriously beguiling
The screen’s
Grandest mystery
A raven’s daughter
Touched early
By the dusk
Her future was
A ghastly haze
Swamped by bleakness
With no room
For the effervescence
That would come
To define her days
Cyd
Her life was a choice
A testament to
The determination that
Settled in her feet
As she glided
Across marble floors
To an irresistible beat
She carved a niche
In the screen’s
Oldest illusion
To bewitch
With the most
Enticing mix
Of glamour
And resentment
But to back away
From the world
As she knew it
Lest we see right
Through the veil
Cyd
There was a little
Bit of heaven
In every move
Every step
And you could see
The joy come alive
When that last happiness
Became hers to keep
‘I had no delusions,’ she said
And so she didn’t
But fate smiled kindly
Upon the raven’s daughter
Who defied the dusk
And even in her sleep
Rose petals dance
Twirling softly in the wind
Searching for her
Ghostly presence
And then stilling
In her midst


Artwork by Darryl Brown | 2015
Lines: 2
by Kyle Rush | 2016
(sun) Is there anything
(light) to see?
(on) Hours and days
(the) and ways
(mead-) of nothing
(ow) colliding
(is) with nothing
(bright) on a blank page
(light) of white and lines
Photograph by Megan Hart | 2016


Artwork by Kevin Costantino | 2016
When a Flower Blooms
by Maegan Gill | 2015
When a flower blooms, you do not question how it came to grow there. You do not question the methods which brought it to that exact spot, the route it took to find its way there, or its growth in comparison to the flowers around it. You simply admire it for its beauty, absorbing every petal and how it is able to stay rooted even in the breeze. Grow where you are planted and thrive regardless.


Roads
by Kyle Rush | 2016
I. Take a long walk down a deserted back road
See if I can uncover what's left of my soul
Find you sitting here
Beautiful brown-blonde hair.
II. Trees and darkness close in now
And utter silence surrounds
There's no sound except that of your unspeakable words
But nothing is heard
III. You are the greatest piece of me
Truly, my whole identity
What am I without you?
Just a man without a clue
IV. So many lights in my life try to blind me
So many lights in my life to misguide me
So many lights in my life to lead me
Away from you
The Grove
by Trevor Hipkiss | 2016
My grandfather and I used to walk through the pine groves behind his old house. The old grove held a serenity to it that I can't describe even to this day. It was a simple row of pine trees that formed two disorderly lines at the back edge of his property. As we traversed the root riddled earth he would tell me wonderous stories of childhood adventures or life lessons learned through rigorous trial. I would never think much on those stories or lessons for I was too enthralled by the colorful call of songbirds or the evergreen smell of the pine needles. I would run ahead of him, chasing after shadows or telling him my latest endeavors in school. I was young and naive, thinking my grandfather would stay like the evergreen trees. Today I walk alone through the serene grove. I try and recall some of his colorful stories or recite one of his cryptic old sayings. For each tree, a different memory appears in my mind. While I could say that the grove won't be quite the same, my grandfather's memory will be just as evergreen.
Spring
by Brendan Shaughnessy | 2016
As the sun shines on the new founded ground
The weather becomes warmer grass starts to show
In the spring we know what we have found
We find a new world and now without snow
Here in Pittsburgh, PA when spring finally sprang
Everyone is overly joyed and happy
Spring is finally here and here with a bang
This means summer is approaching fastly
The leaves are so green and the flowers bloom
Everyone just loves this season
Summer is approaching with a boom
Hopefully we will be pleased.
To Everything There is a Season
Photograph by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016
Photograph by Conner Capozoli | 2016
Each Tree
by Daisha Reed | 2016
Leaves crack underneath her feet. The fog led a mist of wonder between the enormous trees. Each tree was unique; each tree had its own personality. All of a sudden she felt loneliness in her presence. She stared at the tree trying to find answers, but somehow the tall oak was staring at her as well. The glance pierced through her soul. When she snapped back to reality, she was emotionless. Her beautiful mind could no longer see the colors of fall. The mist that lingered through the forest slowly started to wrap itself around her. She didn't move a single muscle. Whispers started to fill her tiny ears. She tried to listen to each story, but she wasn't understanding why she wasn't afraid. She was detached from those emotions for a reason, so she couldn't feel the pain that stretched from tree to tree. The overwhelming whispers stopped when a gray wolf stepped in the atmosphere. The wolf let out whimpers as if they were cries for help. In the blink of an eye, the wolf took his last breath and dropped. The pain was too much to handle, but the trees didn't do it on purpose. Truthfully, they saved the girl. Becoming detached isn't always necessarily a bad thing after all. They wanted to save her from reality.
Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016
Spring?
by Janet Aland | 2016
The calendar tells me it's spring but why is there snow?
The sun is shining with brutal force and yet there is still snow.
I hear the birds chirping but there is still snow.
The temperature is temperamental, never deciding whether it's warm or cold.
How can this be called spring?
Spring is a time of warmth and happiness, not cold and sadness.
What is this illusion of spring?
It may bear the title of spring but it brings the wrath of winter.

Photograph by Julia Menosky | 2016

Spring
by John Weldon | 2016
The first day of Spring, so welcoming to everyone. The weather is a crisp cool, the sky is a clear blue, and the sun is more inviting now than ever before. Winter is like a blanket, while spring is when the blanket is lifted and all light shines through. It gives hope. Hope that the cold, dark past is over and a new beginning is right around the corner. All the animals come out of their burrows, and all the plants begin to come alive again. Spring is hope.
Photograph by John Weldon | 2016
Fairytale
by Corey Griffith | 2015
The princess called for her woodland friends.
Unfortunately, this was Australia.
Snakes and spiders are not good woodland friends.

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015
School & Sports
Having a Crush on the Nerd in School
by Lauren Kanavy | 2016
You have no idea why you like him.
He pretty much has no social skills whatsoever
Stiff, graceless, mouth thick with cotton,
You can feel his discomfort around any breathing life-forms,
And you watch, painfully, as he sits in the corner of the room
Silent, tapping his foot, and bored out of his mind.
He slicks his wet hair awkwardly to one side every morning
And its horrible sheen makes you cringe.
He wears these thick, black glasses
That perch uncomfortable on a tiny nose.
He’s the pastiest sort of pale you’ve ever met
And his eyes are small, and beady, and you think blue?
Well, he never looks you in the eye
Because when he talks, he talks to the ground
His voice muffled, soft, in a way that makes you
think that you might need hearing aids
But there’s something that keeps bringing you back.
You just keep thinking of him, over and over and over.
And trying to justify this irrational affection you feel
Is fruitless, hopeless, (just like the future of his social skills)
And you sit there in the corner, alone, silent, foot tapping.
In the end, there’s no justification for the way you feel because
You definitely think that his lack of social skills is “cute”
You notice that his hair is adorably awkward in its shininess
You see that his glasses sit perfectly on his button nose
And you find that his inability to make eye contact is endearing
It’s because he writes with the most serious look on his face
All of his concentration poured into his pen
Each curve of a letter carefully drawn
Turning his white canvas into a sea of dark ink
Flattening himself into words and phrases on a piece of paper
It’s because you see yourself, the one from six years ago,
Who wore her skin like a baggy shirt
Not exactly sure what size she fit in her life
Mouth full of words she didn’t know how to give anyone.
In him you see her: uncomfortable, awkward,
And completely beautiful
In ways that no one can comprehend but you and him,
In your terrible hair, uncool glasses, and lack of social skills
In your blue - are they brown? - eyes
In the way that you treat every word as precious
As something to be considered, valued, and given as a gift
So, perhaps there’s no need for a justification
Or a way to say to yourself that it really does make sense
Because it really doesn’t; it’s honestly incomprehensible
That you're searching for yourself in another person
And he is the closest you've ever gotten
To that person staring back at you in the mirror

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015

Photograph by David Blackhall | 2016
Poem 1
by Brendan Shaughnessy | 2016
Systems limit things you can only do once
The type of inlays you send to people is how they perceive you.
We will be limited in life if we stick to these systems.
Only we can grow out and try new things.
And not stick to the system.
Some systems we have to stick to though
Like school
Or life
To succeed in life
You have to stay with the system
And that system can be simply put
Making others feel good
That is the system to life.
Fire Drill
by Corey Griffith | 2015
"Dude what are you doing? We gotta get outta here!" Steve said to Bill as he carelessly walked down the hallway.
"What are you talking about? It's just a drill."
"No, it's not! One of teachers ran out of the teachers' lounge on fire and screaming! I think the stove caught fire or something!"
"Whatever, man. I'll meet you outside after I stop at my locker." Steve turns around and motions toward the people running towards the exit.
"Look at everyone! You still think this is a drill?"
"Yeah."
Steve turns around and sees an orange glow from the staircase and hears the crackling of flames. "If this is a drill, what's going on over there?"
"It's just the sun man."
Frustrated, Steve turns to leave. "Your funeral, man. I'm out."
"See ya."
Bill walks down the hall towards his locker. He feels the temperature increasing rapidly.
"They complain about the heating bill and then they crank it up to 100? I hate this school."
He calmly walks to his locker, retrieves his phone, puts in his headphones, and walks toward the exit.
Behind him, flames quickly fill the hallway, tearing away at the superstructure.
He walks out of the exit, and is greeted by his math teacher.
"Do you have any idea what you just did?"
"Yeah, I know. Give me detention already."
His math teacher looks up, and immediately runs away.
Bill turns around and watches as his school, engulfed in flames, collapses to the ground.
He stares blankly at the rubble for a few moments, shrugs his shoulders, and then walks away.


Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016
How to Write a Paper
by Dominique Servati | 2015
Some may argue that writing anything is easy and requires little to no effort. Little do they know how involved, intense, and frustrating it can be. There are so many intricate steps that contribute to the long and aggravating process that it is. From procrastination to submitting your final draft, writing is a process that separates the boys from the men.
Writing anything first involves procrastination. If you don’t procrastinate you’re doing it all wrong. For example, I waited until 9:00pm of the night this journal was due and started writing it while watching the season 10 premiere of Keeping Up with the Kardashians. Tip: watching TV can help your thoughts flow more easily. You’d be amazed at what a little distraction could do. Somehow, in some odd way, it motivates you to finish so you can allow your distraction to completely envelop you. Try it, I promise it works!
After you’ve procrastinated for as long as you possibly could, you start to write your paper at the eleventh hour. Now, don’t dive head first into your adventure. You have to ease yourself into it. Take your time, type your heading, think of a creative title, maybe write a thesis, but don’t forget to give yourself a break every now and then. Breaks are important because they allow your brain to take a breather and recollect its thoughts (quite literally).
All right, you’ve procrastinated long enough and your distraction is beginning to take over. Now, it’s time to get down to business. Never forget that the key to any kind of writing is to make a personal connection. Even if you don’t outright mention yourself or your experience, it is important that you find some way to identify with your topic or characters. You become more passionate about what you’re writing about and makes the reader feel connected to the story and/or topic.
You’re now ready to submit you’re final product. Be sure to reread your paper and spell check it. Even if you don’t have good grammar or aren’t that good at spelling, you at least need to fake it. Where from here? Promise yourself that you won’t wait until the last second to write your paper even though you know you will.
Sidney Crosby
by Liz Moyer | 2015
Skating on ice.
Incredible balance.
Incredible skill.
A backhand here.
A deke there.
Born on 8/7/87
is the reason for the number.
One Stanley cup, two gold medals.
Looked up to by many,
because of work ethic,
And passion for the game.
Never held back by anyone,
or anything.
Except maybe a concussion,
or the mumps.

Photograph by Brendan Shaughnessy | 2016

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015
Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016
The Pain of Love
A Little Poem about Love
by Ashley Mell | 2016
Love is a hammer,
Reckless, harsh, and crushing.
My heart is exposed,
Vulnerable, gentle, and full of want.
He is the nail,
Puncturing my heart.
Duplicity
by Maggie Dormer | 2015
I cannot make up my mind
Are you mean or are you kind?
Those pretty words spilt from those lips,
Are they lies or are they tips?
What is it about you,
That makes me want to doubt you
I hope these words you say are true,
I hope your virtues never tire
...I'm deeply afraid I'm in love with a liar....

Days Past
by Corey Griffith | 2015
On the night of the full moon.
Jill cried her cares in to her palms.
A dry glass of Jack at her side.
One more down.
Nights spent this way were her norm.
Lone with her grief and qualm.
No bulk of drink can wash off the past.
She won't move on.
Two years spent this way.
Yet here she is once more.
She pours one more out for days past.
Days when youth was at her side.
Days when joy was with her in spades.
Days when she had not a care in the world.
Days when I was hers.
And she was mine.
I still pass by her home each day.
It's the same sight each time I see her.
Her sad face in search of hope.
She has not been the same since I left.
It had to be done.
Our paths were at odds.
I did not want to leave.
But I had to, did I not?
We were so good as one.
Days with her were the best they could be.
All was well and good when I was with her.
I want to see the world through those eyes once more.
But all I see through my eyes is my own dry glass of Jack.
The first of too much to count.
Still, we are the same, she and I.
Loss of nights at the hand of drink.
We try to move on but can't.
Thoughts on us.
I tried to change this.
But I can't do it.
Why did I let her go?
So here I am once more.
I pour one more out and raise a glass.
Here's one for the days past.
One for all the wrong paths we took.
One for all the things I want to change.
One for the griefs still in my mind.
One for the time I spent with her.
One for all the joy we shared.
One for the smile I have not seen in two years, mine or hers.
And one for the next day, same as the last.
I drink to that.
I hope for change but know it won't come.
The world moves on.
So why am I stuck here.
Thoughts on her.
Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016
What I Can't Do
by Maggie Dormer | 2015
I can't make you love me if you don't
I can't make you hold me if you won't
I can't stop you from leaving if you go
I can't make you forget what you already know
I can't stop you from wanting more
I can't go back to how it was before
I can't make you forgive me
I can't go back in time
But I would give anything in this world,
If you'd give me one last chance
To call you mine
The Hardest Part (Can I Call it Loss?)
by Kyle Rush | 2016
I went yesterday to the tree I used to sit by
And dream of your face
I climbed its branches to the top
And stared out into space
I saw you there, with the diamonds above me
And you shined brightest of all
You said the same thing that you said when you left me
And that was nothing at all
Because the hardest part of losing someone
Is knowing they were never yours to start with.
And the hardest part of letting you go,
Is knowing that you never ever held on.
Just Friends
by Maggie Dormer | 2015
I know that you don't love me
Trust me, I'm aware
But I wish you wouldn't smile at me
Or keep playing with my hair
It hurts me when you do these things
You have no idea the pain it brings
To keep thinking you've changed your mind
Only to remember I'm not your kind
It really isn't fair
You gave me a heart I can't repair.


Photograph by Jacob Gambino | 2016
Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015
Romantically Driven Poetry
aka Adverbs: The Poem
by Sean Airesman | 2015
That other person encompasses
my mind
my heart
my soul
They are a part of me
figuratively
They are gone but I feel pain
internally
I’m absent from their brain
Excessively
What is the proper course?
To beg for attention?
Obviously.
To seek refuge from this world in their heart?
Relatively.
I am but a squatter in this world of love
But this is not love I see around me
Only a land of ignorance
self-obsession
and dissatisfaction.
If I am not their everything but they are mine
What is the proper course?
Apathy.

Artwork by Lauren Kanavy | 2016

Image inspired by artwork from Kyle Rush | 2016
I See My Future
by Dylan DiRenna | 2016
I see my future in your eyes
Through your long brown Hair
Your Beautifully trained smile
Your profound determination
I see my future
But I am new, and you well in your ways
The only silver line to this transfer is you
More similar than you would imagine, are we.
But I can't seem to share,
Due to your mind boggling situation
Why him, of all others?
He who makes your decisions
He who changes your perceptions
He who uses you
Why not me, of all others?
Give me the time, I won't disappoint
I'll show you my world, for what it's worth
It's not like yours which does scare
But for you I will share
Just one chance.
Even if not me, I hope for one thing
Teach you you don't have to settle
For he a fool; you, you are not
Gentle wings and sacred heart have you
Let's be something beautiful
Haiku Haven
Night Is No More
by Liz Strub | 2016
Sweet melodies sing,
Saved from my insanity
The night is no more.
That One Light
by Liz Strub | 2016
A single candle
Wavering in the darkness
Held by timid hands.
A single candle
Shining into the darkness
Held by stronger hands.
Many small candles
Traveling through the darkness
Lit from that one light.


Artwork by Geena DeFalco | 2016
Value the Good Times
by John Weldon | 2016
Vacation is now
Love and value each moment
Work is almost here
Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016
Ocean Senses
by Anneliese Balog | 2016
The waves drift on by
The salty breeze fills the air
The Sunshine beams down

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

Photograph by Corey Griffith | 2015
Existential Crisis
by Corey Griffith | 2015
The world is torture.
We do the same thing everyday.
And for what? Money?
Where has the joy gone?
What happened to enjoyment?
Sold to business.
Jobs are our life now.
And joy is the distraction.
We are all tools now.

Photograph by Jake Gambino | 2016
Dancing
by Liz Strub | 2016
Stars twinkle above,
Dancing from dusk 'til morning
Never do I tire.
Flight
by Liz Strub | 2016
Wings that carry me
Over mountains far and wide,
Nothing stops my flight.
School
by Corey Griffith | 2015
How to survive school.
Give up on trying quickly.
Cry much and often.
Work
by Corey Griffith | 2015
Work, never ending.
Work, tiring and hopeless.
Work, someone please help.

Photograph by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016
I Wait for Dawn
by Liz Strub | 2016
I sigh in the wind,
Leaves falling soft 'round my feet
As I wait for dawn.

Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016
Love & Hope


Beginning Again
by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016
Starting over, it's all brand new.
Plans were ruined
Others, followed through
And now something new is brewin'
It might be scary
For your faith is a mystery
Unsure if you will be merry
And the past is history
But you never know what is to come
Or who is about to walk through the door
Just walk to the beat of the drum
And the future will keep you wanting more
Life isn't always sunshine
But maybe sometime.
The Stars
by Emma Govachini | 2017
The stars
A glimmer of hope
A light in the galaxy
It gives strength to cope
Silence
Silence is all I hear
It's beautiful
It makes me have the courage to forget fear
Betrayal
Is half of what I see
The friends I left behind and new ones to come
But now I am just free
The stars
They make me feel alive
A feeling of looking back of what I have become
And it makes me want to take a dive
A dive
Into the stars I go
With all the memories
I just want to know
I want to know
The memories I don't remember
The memories of childhood
Sadly the only one I have is school starting in September

Poetry and Artwork by Jayme Williams | 2016
Happiness
by Daisha Reed | 2016
Happiness is like an ocean wave
It comes and goes but the ocean is always there
The ocean never stops moving nor do the ripples
Each ripple contains a little bit of happiness
The ocean always brushes against the shore
And it always comes back
Meaning that happiness is never lost
We might feel upset and down
But happiness is still within us
The ripples represent hope
With hope, we call can carry a bit of happiness with us
Hope is what keeps us alive
Having hope means you'll have happiness
Happiness is like an ocean wave
An ocean wave that everyone needs

Here to Stay
by Randy Hatcher | 2017
I saw your face across a crowded room
Your eyes instilled comfort in me
They made me forget the world
And then I knew I was in love
I gathered the courage to say hello
Your voice drowned everything out
You made my heart lose a beat
You were my heart’s key
As I fell in love with you
I loved everything about you
The indents in your cheeks
And even the way your stomach puffed out
You looked so beautiful in white
The doves began to fly
The bells tolled
And my name became yours
Time ticked on
I loved another girl
And you loved her too
We called her daughter
We began to age
Wrinkles took over
Our skin fell
But I still loved you
Time claimed you
I saw you in the casket
Dressed up all nice
Ready for a date with God
I thought this was the end
But I was wrong
The whites turned to grays
The young aged
The leaves became brown
But I will always be here to stay
Photograph by Joel Patterson | 2016
Artwork by Lauren Kanavy | 2016
Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016

Artwork by Geena DeFalco | 2016
Find Me
by Kyle Rush | 2016
I need you as my guide
To have you by my side
To have you next to me
Why'd you set me free?
Won't you be my light?
I'm always wrong, you're always right
I just want you to care
There's not much more I can bear
I can feel myself floatin'
Out on the water in the ocean
I'm lost at sea
Please come find me
. . .
I need you as my guide
To have you by my side
To have you next to me
This freedom ain't so free
Blue Eyes
by Ashley Mell | 2016
He has these blue eyes that sparkle when he smiles.
They pull you in, so innocent and loving.
They are gentle, yet ice cold.
These blue eyes of his are special.
They leave you there, wanting to come back for more.
A Simple Red Rose
by Daisha Reed | 2016
A simple red rose sits in the middle of the field blowing in the wind. The sun shines on the rose causing it to stand out from the others. Even though it doesn't show emotion, you can tell the rose is happy. Its beauty brings happiness to anyone that walks by. They stop and stare at the rose like it's somehow a part of them. The red rose that sits in the middle of the field gave people hope during the hard times.

Photograph by Megan Hart | 2016
Family & Friends

Photograph by Billy O'Connell | 2016
A Winding Road
by Deanna Bird | 2016
As I creep up the snow-covered hill, the heat blasts in the freezing car. My hands are shaking as I try to maneuver the SUV around the patch of black ice. I am terrified, but as I look into the backseat at the peaceful faces sleeping, I know I must remain calm. Their jackets are tightly wrapped around their bodies. We had grabbed as many hats, gloves, scarves, and sweaters as we could find for this long journey. The winding road curves around the hill, and the vehicle becomes harder to handle. I ease on the brakes trying to keep the car steady. It hits another patch of ice, and this time I can't handle the car. As we skid down the steep hill, I see a pair of scared eyes staring at me from the backseat. As I hit the third sheet of ice, the vehicle flies down the snowy road. A twinkling light dances across my face. The bright light reaches toward me welcoming me into its warmth. I think my time has come. The end of my life is nearing. A deep voice begins to speak. Finally, after minutes of trying to open my eyes, I break the barrier in front of them. I see a man in a long white coat. He whispers, "You saved them. You saved the children."
Then everything went black.
Family
by Rachel Hildebrand | 2016
It's seven a.m. in downtown New York City. Inside a small apartment building in room 212, Ally Borden’s phone rings out "Young and Beautiful" by Lana Del Rey. She jumps up and whispers to herself, "today's the day." She looks over at her cat Zoey and yells, "Zoey, today is THE day!" She hops out of bed, cranks up the radio, and begins rushing in five different directions with seven different thoughts going through her mind. She begins to brush her teeth, take out her curlers and begins to dress. She runs in to next room and begins to make herself a ham and cheese omelet with avocado. Between runs to and from the kitchen area she takes quick glances at her final master piece, her pride and joy, her last hope, her sculpture. She can't really tell you what the sculpture is of; it's one of those abstract kinds of things. The sculpture is sitting in her living room space which is only a couple of feet away from her bedroom and the kitchen, seeing as she lives in a very small two room apartment. Her ‘living room' has turned into her workshop, the coffee table doubles as a work space. There is only one couch, the one her 'dear' mother gave her and it was so 'precious' it should be kept in plastic. Especially when Ally is doing such a 'behemoth' thing like sculpting. Ally must have her sculpture to the gallery by 10 a.m. and it takes her about an hour to get there with traffic. She looks at the clock, its 8 a.m. by now; she begins to panic and rushes around more frantically than before. Suddenly, she hears a knock on the door.
Ally opens the door and before she can get a word out, in barges her aunt Susan. Ally's aunt Susan is her mother’s sister; they get along so well, when Susan isn’t talking. Aunt Susan is very much the Debby-downer of any family reunion. All she can do is complain then complain some more, but she lives a life of riches. Aunt Susan is babbling away about who knows what and Ally just takes a moment to try and console Susan and get her to leave since she's on such a tight schedule. Aunt Susan is a tall lanky red head with the curliest of hair and always wears pearls around her neck. Today she is in her casual outfit of a black penciled skirt, a pink top with a black sweater over and of course her black pumps. Once Ally realizes she can't even get a word in she clears a spot on the plastic covered couch and signals for her to sit. Once Susan is sitting, she is still complaining about how busy she is with her book club and being president of the school PTO and her only son Eric's violin lessons twice a week. Ally feels bad for Eric, being born in such a structured family, much like Ally was. All he wanted was to become a rock drummer, but Susan would never allow that. Ally continues to run about the apartment adding some ‘mhm's and 'absolutely’ every now and then to make Susan think Ally’s actually listening. “Well I better get going, I got to go shopping for a new dress to wear to this big gallery thing tonight,” says Susan as she stands and heads for the door. Oh gosh, she’s coming tonight, Ally thought to herself as she opens the door for Susan and out Susan goes. Ally slams the door, lets out a big gulp of air then continues to gather her things.
By now its 8:40, Aunt Susan really spent 40 minutes talking about herself and only herself. Ally is gathering her things by her sculpture and starts double checking for everything. She needs to be on the road by 9 a.m. Then she hears her front door open and hears a big “hello Al!” She peaks around the corner to see her Uncle Tom and his wife Aunt Dorothy. They are Ally’s favorite aunt and uncle, and she hardly gets to see them since they live on a farm in Alabama. Uncle Tom is Ally’s dad’s brother. He is a very tall and sturdy man, could probably pull a tree right out of the ground and throw it. Uncle Tom has had the same scruffy beard forever and always has on a pair of dirty jeans. On special occasions he wears his clean pair, a plaid button up shirt and work boots. Aunt Dorothy is a very small and kind woman, always cooking and cleaning. She has gorgeous blond hair that flows down her back, she practically sits on it. Aunt Dorothy is very pretty and has the most perfect bone structure in her face. She never wears makeup, and she doesn’t have to. She was raised in the city, just like Ally. When she met Uncle Tom 30-some years ago she was a girly-girl. Always wearing a flowery, above the knee dress, a diamond or pearl necklace and never left the house without her pearl white Coach purse. After marrying Tom and moving to Alabama she has turned into quite the cowgirl. Now she wears blue jeans and a jean jacket, denim on denim, something she would never dare to wear, 30 years ago. The girly girl is still there deep down inside for there is a pink design on her cowboy boots. “How ya doin, Al? Ready for the big show tonight?” belts out Uncle Tom. Ally says how she’s very excited but must get to the gallery by 10 and is leaving in 20 minutes. “I told you she was gonna be too busy for us,” says Aunt Dorothy looking straight up to Tom since he is whole foot taller than her. “Oh she has time to talk for a bit, don’t ya Al,” questions Uncle Tom. Ally does not want to be rude; she stutters her words. “See she wants us to leave. Let's go. We'll come back after,” says Dorothy pulling Tom by the arm towards the door. After? Oh gee, does that mean they are coming too? How many people did my mom invite? I thought she thought art thing was ‘stupid’ and ‘pointless’, Ally thinks to herself as she sees out her aunt and uncle. It's 8:50. Ally grabs her things and heads down to her car. Loads everything in her white Volkswagen Jetta, taking extra care of her sculpture.
After all the confusion she arrives at the art gallery, she grabs her things and goes inside. She locates the spot for her sculpture and a few of her other side paintings and sets them up. Fascinated she hangs at the art gallery till five, the time her art will be shown to a crowd for the first time. The clock strikes five and people start pouring into the gallery; she slowly passes around the room her sculpture is in. She occasionally takes peaks at who’s looking at her work. Around 6:20 she takes a glance over and there’s a big crowd around her sculpture. She notices some faces in the crowd, in fact all the faces. Her mother has invited all of Ally’s family, cousins, grandparents, aunts, and uncles. She sees Aunt Susan with Eric and Uncle Tom with Aunt Dorothy. Ally’s then spots her mom and dad, and as she approaches them she sees tears in her mother’s eyes. Filled with self-doubt she thinks, “No, my sculpture has fallen apart and everyone in my family is looking at my failure. I can practically hear my mother now ‘I told you this art stuff was a bad business for you then she’ll send me right back to accounting school.' Oh how much I hate accounting,” Ally thinks to herself right before her mother turns around. As soon as her mom sees Ally she gives her the biggest and tightest hug ever. “I knew you were good and I am so proud of you. You truly have a gift,” says Ally’s mom. Surprised to the extreme she hugs her mom back and asks, “But why are you crying? Is my sculpture falling apart?” She learns that these were tears of joy from her mother and a few ‘secret’ ones from her dad. Ally goes and greets every other relative and thanks them ‘oh so much.’ Ally begins to realize that family can at times be extremely annoying and get in the way, but they are your true friends in this tough world and family is forever.
The Proper Use of "Bro"
by Sam Smallhoover | 2016
"What's up, bro" is something that is now commonly used to say "Hello" to someone you just met or someone you haven't seen in a while. The word "bro" is thrown around a lot from parties to proper meetings. This is a short do-and-don't-do list of when to use this term. It is a very fine line to call someone your "bro" when you are at a party and you are having fun with that one person, but it is definitely not fine to do it when you are in a meeting and you go up to a guy from the other company in the meeting room and say "Hey bro, how about 'em Steelers last night?" I am sorry, but this word is very important and should be treated in the correct way because it is a powerful word. Once you call someone your "bro" then you can't take it back. It is like the word "love." If you are in a relationship and you use the "L" word then you can't take it back if you didn't mean to say it at the time.
A correct situation to use this term is if you worked with this one person for a long time and you grew close overtime and you start to hangout after work. Then you can establish each other as a "bro". A improper way to use this: you are getting a walk around your new job with your trainer. Then you see a guy doing dishes and you say "Bro, you're really good at doing dishes". Most people use this word and confuse it with "dude" or "guy" but it is much more than that. What is a "bro," you might ask? Well, a "bro" is someone who will always be there for you no matter what and be a life-long sidekick and friend. When you see someone at a party that you don't know, that is a "bro" but that is not actually your "bro." There is a difference, I assure you. He or she (women can be "bros" too, but most women don't like to be called "bros") is someone's "bro" but that does not mean that he or she is your "bro." It takes a lot to get up to that kind of level. Now some people you are born into being their "bro." I am in this situation because I have two older brothers. There are many ways to use the word "bro" but use it wisely because it could make things awkward around other people.

Photograph by David Blackhall | 2016
Friendship
by Patrick McCracken | 2016
The joy of life, where dreams can come true
Life won't always work out; will this be you
When times get tough and the sorrow won't end
Find comfort in others; find comfort in friends
Friends will give give guidance; friends will stay true
Even when you stumble, they find the best in you
If you can find a friend that can keep you upright and strong
You will never go wrong

Photograph by Jake Gambino | 2016
The Meaning of a True "Best Friend"
by Dominic Palmosina | 2016
A best friend is someone that is always there 24/7, whatever the consequence is. A best friend is someone who can brighten your day in a heart beat. A best friend is someone you are able to tell anything to. Best friends do fun stuff and make many memories together. Best friends last a lifetime from the time they meet to the day they die. I am very lucky to have a best friend who is like this.

Photograph by Conner Capozoli | 2016
Digital & Geometric Art
This section includes digital art created by Corey Griffith, senior and editor-in-chief. Corey took the images as screen shots from video games after artistically framing the layout. In addition, this section features geometric mind-benders drawn by junior Tom Wildenhain, who offers a creative combination of art and mathematics.


Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016
Artwork by Corey Griffith | 2015

Artwork by Corey Griffith | 2015

Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016

Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016
Note: The above image shows a single pixel that increases in resolution to become a circle.


Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016
Artwork by Corey Griffith | 2015

Artwork by Tom Wildenhain | 2016

Artwork by Corey Griffith | 2015